Friday, 5 June 2015

Realize

When tomorrow comes
I'll be on my own
Feeling frightened of
The things that I don't know
When tomorrow comes
Tomorrow comes
Tomorrow comes
And though the road is long
I look up to the sky
And In the dark I found, I stop and I won’t fly
And I sing along, I sing along, then I sing along
Suddenly the wave of realization hits me... I am really going to Australia, somewhere I never been to, somewhere I don't know anyone , somewhere unfamiliar....











Saturday, 16 May 2015

同桌

我唯一的同桌,大考三天罢了,三天过后你没有借口不来找我啊!我等你

Thursday, 7 May 2015

Khazanah Global Scholarship Interview



First stage

It was like any other scholarship application process. You are required to fill in personal details and also write an essay about how will you contribute back to Malaysia in the future.

Second Stage

You will be informed to log on into a system and answer the questions given within the limited time frame as stated. It is very likely that you will not have enough time to recheck your answers as the time given to answer them is very short. In my opinion, these questions are similar to the questions of reading comprehension where you need to have critical thinking in analyzing the data provided in these questions.

Third Stage

I received an email from Khazanah at approximately 11.40pm (yes, YK team do work late during 'peak period') In the email, I was informed to attend the third stage interview at Corus hotel, Jalan Ampang. I was a bit shocked because there were only 5 people including me when I reached Corus Hotel. After enquiring from the interviewers, they explained to us that they had separated many sessions for those that were selected where each session only consist a maximum of 6 people.

The interview consists of 3 parts, and it started with group discussion. Everyone was given 2 resumes and were required to discuss which person would be more suitable take up the position considering that the company has who to put in what position with company’s limited budget. It was less stressful as there were guidance such as data and instructions. The group discussion went on for 30 minutes with the Khazanah interviewers observing the progress of the discussion.

The next part was the case study personal presentation. We were given a case and were required to present individual presentation about launching a new product. We need to analyse and decide the venue, time, types of advertisement and many more.  At this stage of the interview, everyone was guided as data and instructions were provided. After 30 minutes of preparation, we begun our 15 minutes presentation and ended with a question and answer session.

The last part was regarding a personal interview which I would personally advise those who will be interviewed to stay calm and be yourself. You need to be honest with everything you say as it will not be surprised that these experienced interviewers will know whether or not you were lying. I would also advise to do simple preparation before coming for the interview. I prepared files containing my resume and certificates but it was not used during the interview.

Fourth stage

I received another email a few days later, informing me to attend stage 4 interview at KLCC level 33. Stage 4 was a personal interview with Yayasan Khazanah director Mr Kamarul Bahrein which lasted around 30 minutes. He asked me to introduce myself and some questions regarding my personal background, personal interest and also my curricular activities.

Fifth stage

After two weeks of waiting, I finally received an email from Khazanah. There are 14 of us that were fortunately selected into the final stage. I had fun chatting and getting to know them. The interview session was with the director of Khazanah and it only lasted for 5 to 10 minutes. It was considered a short and brief session.


This is the picture of me with YK director and managers during my pre-departure briefing :)




**All above are just my personal experience and it may be different for other candidates**

Motivation

Failing is the part of success. For those who did not receive their desired results in their examination. Do not worry as you will find success as long as you do not quit. A good examination result is just a step or bridge to a better future. The most important is to have a good attitude. It will not only earn you good results, good career and the most important, earning respect from others.

When people are highly motivated, it is easier to accomplish the impossible,
But when they are not motivated, it is impossible to accomplish the easy


Life itself is the most difficult exam. Many failed to get through because they tend to follow mediocrity.

Be yourself, know what you want in your life and strive for it

No matter what is the final results, as long as you tried your best, you will not regret later in the future.

This is what I came across from an article I read from newspaper.



Anggaplah segala halangan dan kekangan dalam hidup sebagai cabaran dan dugaan yang harus diharungi dalam arus kehidupan. Segala rintangan yang kita hadapi akan menjadikan kita lebih matang dan fikiran kita bertambah rasional pada masa depan nanti


Don't confuse your path with your destination, just because it's stormy now doesn't mean you aren't headed to sunshine.

Friday, 17 April 2015

孤独

每个人都要经历一段孤独的日子
父母不可能带着你
朋友不可能一直围着你转
孤独不是孤僻更不是寂寞
经历过孤独的人内心更坚强
不管处于什么环境都能让自己安静
更好地调理状态面对环境

Saturday, 11 April 2015

Life bucket list

Life Bucket list


1. watch an orchestra performance / classical musical instruments performance 

2. watch meteor shower

3. bungee jumping

4. backpacking at malaysia 

5. travel around the world especially spain, paris, austria, santorini etc those places with amazing architecture:)

6. study overseas

7. try paragliding or other extreme sport

8. decorate my own house (modern interior design)

9. get involved in charity/ do volunteering work

10. learn dancing that requires partner (tango,jazz maybe?)

11. go scuba diving/ snorkeling and experience marine life up close

12. go on a solo trip after my university life for 3 months







Friday, 10 April 2015

last lecture day of matriculation

Time really flies, in a blink of eye we were already at the end of matriculation life. The grueling final examination which will determine our future is around the corner (I hadn't done my revision screww me! I just don't care I feel like blogging now) I like the feeling of letting my thoughts run free. Maybe I am really a little bit blunt or insensitive, the 'last day' did not hit me that much, I just followed my practicum mates whenever they wanted to take pictures. 10 months. It is not very long nor very short. Still remembered the time how I complained to my mom and at twitter how I disliked this place....but after adapting to it slowly and getting the hang of it, thing seems to get better. Undeniably, I preferred semester 1 , when everyone still do not have their typical respective gang. I don't like it when people get super attached to their own gang, shouting each others name on top of their lungs whenever they met each other. Maybe it is my problem, a huge population has too many species and birds of same feathers flock together ( something like that hahaha please ignore all of my grammar mistakes) I believed every teens need to undergo a phase where they are super emotional the whole time, and the world seems so dark and so helpless. Thankfully mine passed ! It kinda lasted for half of semester 2. That time I felt so devastated, and I knew no one can help me other than myself so I stopped myself from expressing my negative thoughts online, so afraid others will be affected. And also to avoid unnecessary questions lahh haha. So I ended up hiding in a corner, waiting for the sunshine to brighten up my heart:)

I learnt a lot in these ten months, never regret to participate in so many activities at kmpp, ranging from choir kemerdekaan to golf club to english club.... learning a little bit from everything. I learnt how to be patient when dealing with people, how to gain respect from people so that they will listen to you willingly, how to cooperate with team members so that you can bring the best out of them etc.

A picture of us during choir competition and we were the champion.(sem 1)


A little change of  group members and we were also the champion for the choir competition held by english club. We sang since you been gone from pitch perfect, kinda cool huh? We really had a good time singing together, btw, it's really choir, not those group singing yaa . hehe a bit perasan here because I think one of the reason we won in choir competition because many of us have years of experience in choir *especially me and lay chew(the tallest guy also from negeri sembilan) and also not to forget the passion of singing in every choir members.



One of the picture of us *really big group* outside of red box karaoke at gurney plaza. With the famous 'belinda pose' I am not sure why they named it after me haha. It was fun singing our hearts out till everyone sore throat right after coming out of the karaoke room.


Lantern festival at kmpp. This was the first time I celebrated lantern festival without my family and we had lots of fun playing with candles. 


This was taken during our visit to kolej matrikulasi perlis and old folks home. Had a great time there too.


每个人能插身而过需要五百年的缘分,我们不只插身而过还在这里读书一年
这应该需要好的好的年的缘分吧。我相信既然大家能够跨州来到槟城相见,以后咱们一定会再见。

我相信只要努力,大家都能改变自己的命运 

Life only make sense when we look backward, mine already make sense, what about yours?

All the best everyone in your pspm!

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Monday, 6 April 2015

Khazanah Scholarship 2015 OTW!!

Hi there, I attended khazanah scholarship last weekend, will post my experience here after I finished my matriks final exam teeheee. Will try to post more of my experience being a bursary student, spm, matriks etc etc .Please be patient ya:) Till then.

Tuesday, 17 March 2015

Dark

This two week was very hectic and unkind to me. The sun seems to be hiding and refuse to show its warmth. I am tired mentally. Very afraid that I will explode unexpectedly.... I dont't like this feeling.