孤独

每个人都要经历一段孤独的日子
父母不可能带着你
朋友不可能一直围着你转
孤独不是孤僻更不是寂寞
经历过孤独的人内心更坚强
不管处于什么环境都能让自己安静
更好地调理状态面对环境

Life bucket list

Life Bucket list

1. watch an orchestra performance / classical musical instruments performance 

2. watch meteor shower

3. bungee jumping

4. backpacking at malaysia 

5. travel around the world especially spain, paris, austria, santorini etc those places with amazing architecture:)

6. study overseas

7. try paragliding or other extreme sport

8. decorate my own house (modern interior design)

9. get involved in charity/ do volunteering work

10. learn dancing that requires partner (tango,jazz maybe?)

11. go scuba diving/ snorkeling and experience marine life up close

12. go on a solo trip after my university life for 3 months

last lecture day of matriculation

Time really flies, in a blink of eye we were already at the end of matriculation life. The grueling final examination which will determine our future is around the corner (I hadn't done my revision screww me! I just don't care I feel like blogging now) I like the feeling of letting my thoughts run free. Maybe I am really a little bit blunt or insensitive, the 'last day' did not hit me that much, I just followed my practicum mates whenever they wanted to take pictures. 10 months. It is not very long nor very short. Still remembered the time how I complained to my mom and at twitter how I disliked this place....but after adapting to it slowly and getting the hang of it, thing seems to get better. Undeniably, I preferred semester 1 , when everyone still do not have their typical respective gang. I don't like it when people get super attached to their own gang, shouting each others name on top of their lungs whenever they met each other. Maybe it is my problem, a huge population has too many species and birds of same feathers flock together ( something like that hahaha please ignore all of my grammar mistakes) I believed every teens need to undergo a phase where they are super emotional the whole time, and the world seems so dark and so helpless. Thankfully mine passed ! It kinda lasted for half of semester 2. That time I felt so devastated, and I knew no one can help me other than myself so I stopped myself from expressing my negative thoughts online, so afraid others will be affected. And also to avoid unnecessary questions lahh haha. So I ended up hiding in a corner, waiting for the sunshine to brighten up my heart:)

I learnt a lot in these ten months, never regret to participate in so many activities at kmpp, ranging from choir kemerdekaan to golf club to english club.... learning a little bit from everything. I learnt how to be patient when dealing with people, how to gain respect from people so that they will listen to you willingly, how to cooperate with team members so that you can bring the best out of them etc.

A picture of us during choir competition and we were the champion.(sem 1)

A little change of  group members and we were also the champion for the choir competition held by english club. We sang since you been gone from pitch perfect, kinda cool huh? We really had a good time singing together, btw, it's really choir, not those group singing yaa . hehe a bit perasan here because I think one of the reason we won in choir competition because many of us have years of experience in choir *especially me and lay chew(the tallest guy also from negeri sembilan) and also not to forget the passion of singing in every choir members.

One of the picture of us *really big group* outside of red box karaoke at gurney plaza. With the famous 'belinda pose' I am not sure why they named it after me haha. It was fun singing our hearts out till everyone sore throat right after coming out of the karaoke room.

Lantern festival at kmpp. This was the first time I celebrated lantern festival without my family and we had lots of fun playing with candles. 

This was taken during our visit to kolej matrikulasi perlis and old folks home. Had a great time there too.

每个人能插身而过需要五百年的缘分，我们不只插身而过还在这里读书一年

这应该需要好的好的年的缘分吧。我相信既然大家能够跨州来到槟城相见，以后咱们一定会再见。

我相信只要努力，大家都能改变自己的命运 

Life only make sense when we look backward, mine already make sense, what about yours?

All the best everyone in your pspm!

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Khazanah Scholarship 2015 OTW!!

Hi there, I attended khazanah scholarship last weekend, will post my experience here after I finished my matriks final exam teeheee. Will try to post more of my experience being a bursary student, spm, matriks etc etc .Please be patient ya:) Till then.